senior year is rockin =]

so far i have all A's and one B in my classes .. madd proud of myself

and im even more proud because im learning how to get over my past, and forget it.... even thought it hurts, its gonna help more than it'll hurt, regardless of contrary feelings

friends as usual are amazing

family is tough.. really tough to deal with at times but you learn how to deal with it...and realize that no matter what, ya family is ya family and thats how you're who u r... i guess we all just go through tough times

guys are iight... tryina just do me and be happy wit dat =]

my computer broke =[ i miss it lol

thats it for now

love, <3 helen

I REALLY HATE YOU </3

THINGS WITH ME HAVE BEEN GREAT OTHER THAN ONE PERSON IN PARTICULAR ...

SCHOOL IS GOOD ; SO FAR

WORK IS GOOD .. I LIKE IT LOL EXCEPT IMA SHOOT HILARY DUFF IN THE HEAD IF SHE MAKES ANOTHER FUCKIN SONG LOL

GUYS ... ARE OKAY EXCEPT FOR ONE </3

FAMILY .. IS GREAT , FOR HALLOWEEN MY MUNCHIE IS GONNA BE A CHICKEN LMAO ITS SO ADORABLE .. ELI, DYLAN & DARRIUS ALL STARTED SCHOOL.. MY LITTLE MEN =\ ; MILLENA IS IN THE 6TH GRADE ! THAT MEANS MIDDLE SCHOOL BITCHESZ ! UGH ALL THESE KIDS GROWIN LIKE FUCKIN WEEDS ! LOL .. MII BEBE SHOULD BE COMING BACK SOON BUT I DUNNO WHAS GOOD WITH THAT !!! RIP AUNT TERESA .. YOU WILL BE GREATLY MISSED <3 AND CONGRADULATIONS TO MY UNCLE CHARLIE WHO GOT MARRIED YESTERDAY =]

FRIENDS .. ARE THE BEST ,, NOTHING OUT OF THE ORDINARY LOL .. I DONT KNOW HOW I GOT SO DAMN LUCKY TO GET THE BEST FRIENDS IN THE WORLD .. I LOVE THEM SO MUCH ... THANKS FOR BEING THERE FOR ME THROUGH EVERYTHING ... ESPECIALLY KERRY -- STEPH [both]  -- KRISTEN -- TANIA -- JESSICA -- SHELLY -- REBECCA AND VANESSA ... NO MATTER WHAT , THROUGH THICK & THIN I KNOW I CAN DEPEND ON YOUS TO BE THERE FOR ME .. THANK U SO MUCH AGAIN -- I LOVE YOU ALL WITH ALL OF MY HEART <3

LOVE ALWAYS + FOREVER = HELEN

[( -- I FINALLY LET GO ;; BUT I MISS YOU SO DAMN MUCH -- )] </3

i DONT WANT SUMMER TO END

* XCEPT NOW WE'RE SENiORSz

THiS SUMMER WAS A M A Z i N G

ANYWAY ;;

ii GOT MY SCHEDULE AND...

* NO FiiRST PERiiOD

* HOMEROOM ; 327 [BARA]

* 2ND ; INTRO TO BUSiNESS [MODRACK]

* 3RD ; PRE - CALC [AHMAD]

* 4TH ; ENGLISH [ROBBiiNS]

* 5/6/7/8 ; DANCE [ REPLACEMENT BRADY ]

* 9TH ; LUNCH

* 10TH ; DANCE [REPLACEMENT BRADY]

* 11TH ; GERMAN [ FRAU TURBETT BiiTCHES ! ]

CLASS OF '06 <3

---envy us =]

YO I HATE THIS SHIT ! WHEN THINGS SEEM TO FEEL LIKE EVERYTHING IS RIGHT AND WHEN EVERYTHING SEEMS TO FINALLY BE GOING WELL WHEN IM FINALLY SOMEWHAT FUCKING HAPPY WHY THE HELL DOES SHIT HAVE TO GO SO FUCKED UP LIKE THIS?? WHY ARE FUCKING PEOPLE SO GOD DAMN BIPOLAR?? UGH I HATE THE WAY PEOPLE CHANGE .. I HATE THE FUCKING WAY IT MAKES YOU FEEL .. I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE DEGRADE YOU FOR NO APPARANT GOD DAMN REASON ! I HATE THIS WHOLE FUCKIN SITUATION IM IN .. I WISH YOU WERE DIFFERENT .. I WISH YOU WERE THE WAY YOU USED TO BE AND NOW YOU TELL ME A WOMAN DESERVES TO GET HIT BY A MAN IF SHE HITS HIM? WOW .. IF U HIT A FEMALE .. THAT PROVES THAT UR A TRUE FUCKING PUSSY ... ITS JUST LIKE IF UR IN A GANG .. IT SHOWS YOU CANT HANDLE UR OWN SHIT ! THAT UR JUST A FUCKING PUSSY WHO CANT HANDLE THEIR OWN SHIT ON THEIR OWN AND THTAS FUCKING STUPID .. GETTIN FUCKIN KILLED OVER A COLOR BECAUSE UR BOY WANTED YOU TO GO HERE AND PICK UP SUTTIN FOR HIM ... YEA MY ASS ... AND HITTING A FUCKING FEMALE?? ARE YOU SERIOUS?? IF YOU HAVE THE BALLS TO HIT A WOMAN YOU ARE NOTHING BUT A PUSSY ... A MALE SHOULD NEVER EVER RAISE HIS HANDS TO A WOMAN ... I DONT CARE HOW FUCKIN HARD SHE KICKED U IN UR NUTS .. U DO NOT HIT A WOMAN ..IF YOU DECIDE TO CALL URSELF A MAN THATS GREAT .. BUT ACTIONS SPEAK SO MUCH FUCKING LOUDER THAN WORDS AND IF YOU CALL URSELF A MAN AND HIT A WOMAN? WOW NO ... IT TAKES A TRUE MAN , A REAL MAN TO WALK AWAY ... FUCK HOW HARD SHE HURT YOU ... CHANCES ARE .. MOTHER FUCKER U DESERVED IT .. OR PROBABLY WORSE ! AND NOW YOU WANNA SAY SHIT WAS " BAD MEMORIES " IIGHT BET .. THANK GOD SHIT DIDNT GO FURTHER CUZ I WOULDVE REGRETED EVERYTHING WITH YOU .. I REGRET SOME SHIT NOW ... I AM THE TYPE OF PERSON WHO DOESNT REGRET ANYTHING AND FOR YOU TO MAKE ME REGRET SAYING SOME SHIT THAT I DID SAY TO YOU .. WOW THATS A LOT ... YEA ... I HOPE YOU FEEL LIKE A FUCKING MAN NOW U IGNORANT, INCONSIDERATE, PHONY ASS LITTLE BITCH ... CUZ IN MY EYES ... NOW, YOU'VE SHOWN ME .. THATS WHO YOU TRULY ARE ... AND I RESENT YOU FOR THAT ...

BE EASY YAHSZ <3

UGH T0DAY FUCKiiN SUCKED R0YAL ASS !!

WELL LET ME JUST SAY .. 18 CAN N0T C0ME S00N EN0UGH ...ii CANT WAiiT T0 GET AWAY FR0M HERE .. EVERYB0DY AND EVERYTHiiN MAKE ME MAD .. iiM S0 MAD AND S0 ANN0YED THAT ii WANT T0 CRY YET THE TEARSZ STiiLL W0NT FALL !! iiDK iiT SEEMSZ LiiKE N0 MATTER WHAT ii D0 0R SAY N0THiiNG iiS EVA G00D EN0UGH 0R ANYTHiiNG ...

S00N EN0UGH iiMA JUST LET EVERYB0DY KN0W EVERYTHiiNG AND N0T CARE .. SHiiTSZ CRAZY AND ii HATE iiT !! Y0 SERiiOUSLY 18 BETTER RUSH AND GET HERE CUZ iiM 0UTTA THiiSZ BiiTCH WHEN iiT GETSZ HERE ... iiM JUST S0 FUCKiiN TiiRED 0F THE BULLSHiiT !!  iiDK ... D0NT N0B0DY UNDERSTAND ME AND THE M0RE ii TRY T0 BETTER MYSELF iiT SEEMSZ LiiKE THE W0RSE SHiiT GETSZ !! ii JUST CANT FUCKiiNG WiiN ii GUESS !! iiTSZ iiGHT .. iiTSZ JUST WHAT THE FUCK EVA .. ii NEED T0 G0 T0 SLEEP AND N0T STRESS 0VA THE PETTY BULLSHiiT .. <3`HELEN